The last thing in my mind was to hurt her,
yet I had hurt my best friend.
One moment of weakness,
a few badly chosen words in haste without thinking
and I had destroyed a 2 years and 3 months friendship.

She was my one of my great friends in my school
and we shared many things in common.
We were of the same age, lived in the same neighborhood,
liked the same songs and even chose the same combination.
It's surprising, but on looking back now,
I realised that I used to spend almost all my CCA time with her and many other friends.

I knew she is a person who hates liars.

Thing took a bad turn one day.
I made a foolish prank on her.
Irritation was written all over her face.

She said nothing,
just turned her back and walked away from me.
That was about 2 months ago and we have not spoken since.
I tried all sorts of way to apologise to her and get her back,
but she simply refuses to forgive me.

I realise now that i have been very immature for the past few years.
I wish i had kept my big mouth shut
and all these things wouldn't happen at all.

If it were just a dream,
please wake me up.
I had enough of it.
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Here's a short quiz.

Here's 20 ppl.
Oh, it's not in any particular order

1.Sheng Jue
2.Shawn
3.Zhao Zhi
4.Chong Yan
5.Chi Kan
6.Stephanie
7.Kathy
8.YongEn
9.Rachel
10.Xin Hui
11.Yan Ran
12.Hanni
13.Jia Rong
14.Sze Fan
15.Yao Rong
16.Cheng Li
17.Yu Jie
18.Yun Rong
19.Wan Zhen
20.Nen Que

How did u meet 14 ? [Sze Fan]
RVTT. I still remember him saying that he wanted to transfer to NCC on the first day of CCA.

What would u do if u never meet 1 ? [Sheng Jue]
There is nothing i can do, though it wld be a pity to miss out such a great friend in my life.

What if 9 and 20 dated ? [Rachel and Nenque]
I'm against homosexual. So, I wld break them up. LOL. ;)

Will 6 and 17 date ? [Stephanie and Yujie]
Of coz not. 17 has one already. LOL.

Describe 3. [Zhao Zhi]
My ex tablemate. Veri quiet, but can be veri noisy at times XD. It's fun sitting beside him. One of my veri good friends. ;D

Describe 7. [Kathy]
A siao zhao bor sitting in frt of me.err. veri noisy lo. mrs **e

Do u know any of 12 family members ? [Hanni]
HUH ? no leh...

Wad wld u do if 18 confessed to you ? [Yun Rong]
WoW. Haven really tot of it. I wld be disgusted, i think. LOL

Wad language does 15 speak ? [Yao Rong]
stupid qn.

Who is 9 going out with ? [Rachel]
My current tAblemate. Oh, I once said she has smthing gg on with shawn. OPPs.

How old is 16 ? [Cheng Li]
Same as me, 15

When's the last time u spke to 13 ? [Jia Rong]
Last day of sch. I was asking whether she's going to chalet.

Who's 2 favourite band/ singer? [Shawn]
She said she din have any particular fave on any singer. But she kept singing the "Touch My Body" song.

Would you ever date 4 ? [Chong Yan]
LOL. Nver ! HAHA ;D

Would you ever date 1 ? [Sheng Jue]
Never also LA ! LOL ;)

Is 19 single ? [Wan Zhen]
Think so leh..

Would you ever be in relationship with 11 ? [Yan Ran]
Yes! Why not ?

Sch of 3 [zHAO zhi}
stupid qn. same as me la !

Where does 6 live ? [Stephanie]
I also duno. But i wld like to know. HAHA

What's ur favourite thing of 5 ? [ChiKan]
He's as childish as me. LOL

Have u ever seen 2 naked ? [Shawn]
NO ! haha. i Din even see him semi-naked him b4 !

Next five ppl to do this LAME quiz:
{Shall choose those with blogs}

1.Sze Fan
2.Stephanie
3.Yun Rong
4.Jia Rong
5.Hanni
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I'm going to adopt a brand new way of blogging.
That doesn't mean you are going to read emo posts everytime u come here.

As promised,
I shall blog something interesting that happened yesterday.

I jumped straight into my bed after the 9pm drama,
thinking that i could have a good sleep.

Yes,
my assumption is never right.

As u know,
I'm a light-sleeper.
I wake up at the slightest noise.

I heard this stamping sound outside my house.
Damn irritated,
I went to see wad was going on.
Which inconsiderate assholes were making a din outside ?

I saw this.
Three adults playing with fire.
=.=
They lsit up the newspaper and threw it on the ground.
God knows what they are doing.

I nearly called the police.

My dad came and told me they were killing ants.
YES, killing ants.

So, i shld be thanking them instead of scolding them arh ?
Instead of assholes, they became heroes. =.=

I went back to sleep,
thinking why there were so many ants ard.
It then dawned on me that there were many ants in my house recently too.

Well,
and i'm juz seeking trouble by linking it to the sichuan earthquake.
Okay, I think i'm either too pro or juz too dumb
to find a link to link these completely different matters.

For the rest of night,
i could'nt sleep.
I imagined myself being buried under the rubble.
in complete darkness
and my limbs stuck under those heavy debris.

I began to think what would happen to me if i die
and what wld happen if i didnt.

Being handicapped.

oh,
i wld rather be dead.

And this carried on for a few hours on my bed.
I slept at 1am despite my fatigue.

Oh, and before i slept,
I wondered why the three heroes chose to use fire instead of insecticides
despite the many reports that oil prices are rocketing.
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